[hewwo... she's hanging out in the dorm common room, vibing! maya got Issues last night so she can get lucretia when she's doing fine this time, though the emotional vibes still are not great. it's fine. she's fine.
when she next sees maya, though, she nods to her, tapping something on her phone to use the text-to-speech on it.]
Maya. Thank you for this, yesterday.
[she still has the cute little plush with her, which she offers back.]
[ hesitating, but.... this might help lucretia, so ]
I don't know how it happened, but... the place I was at before this, somehow I lost all my memories, and I ended up having five years worth of fake memories instead. I did... remember my real past in the end, but.... when I showed up here, I was scared of it happening again, so I started keeping a journal.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
w4, friday
when she next sees maya, though, she nods to her, tapping something on her phone to use the text-to-speech on it.]
Maya. Thank you for this, yesterday.
[she still has the cute little plush with her, which she offers back.]
no subject
[ though at least lucretia got her phone back?? ]
You can keep him for now. He's very good at cuddles, and he can keep it a secret, too.
no subject
[look, she's not out here to deny maya the cuddles also.]
no subject
[ she's joking, but she's honestly kind of bewildered by how nice and affecionate people are to her ]
You're a busy woman, so you can cuddle him on your own schedule.
[ aka: if lucretia ever feels alone, she has this plushie with her always ]
no subject
I suppose you're right about that. I hope people have been willing to provide.
no subject
Yeah, people here are really nice. [ maya feels bad for worrying people as much as she did ]
I'd be happy to provide you cuddles too, by the way.
no subject
[it's very sweet of her, though.]
no subject
[ and more than that, of course. hopefully lucretia gets the sentiment ]
Did you... figure out what's happening to you?
no subject
[she exhales a slow breath, there, shakes her head.]
I'm sorry I troubled all of you, but
I didn't remember who I was at the time. It comes and goes.
no subject
[ she care lucretia!! ]
That's awful. Because of your field trip...?
no subject
[she still feels troubled, though.]
no subject
I started keeping a journal of everything I do. It helps me out, when I feel nervous about it. Maybe you could try something like that?
[ laughs in taz ]
no subject
she feels fond at that, though, with a side of Concern. maya your MEMORY.]
I always have, but looking at my notes when I didn't remember wasn't much help. I suppose I never needed to take notes on myself, before.
Are you doing better, now?
no subject
Well... I was thinking more like a diary... but you could do both, I guess.
[ she nods ]
I think so. Everything seems to line up.
[ that's a really weird to say that ]
no subject
no subject
I don't know how it happened, but... the place I was at before this, somehow I lost all my memories, and I ended up having five years worth of fake memories instead. I did... remember my real past in the end, but.... when I showed up here, I was scared of it happening again, so I started keeping a journal.