[ hesitating, but.... this might help lucretia, so ]
I don't know how it happened, but... the place I was at before this, somehow I lost all my memories, and I ended up having five years worth of fake memories instead. I did... remember my real past in the end, but.... when I showed up here, I was scared of it happening again, so I started keeping a journal.
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[ though at least lucretia got her phone back?? ]
You can keep him for now. He's very good at cuddles, and he can keep it a secret, too.
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[look, she's not out here to deny maya the cuddles also.]
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[ she's joking, but she's honestly kind of bewildered by how nice and affecionate people are to her ]
You're a busy woman, so you can cuddle him on your own schedule.
[ aka: if lucretia ever feels alone, she has this plushie with her always ]
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I suppose you're right about that. I hope people have been willing to provide.
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Yeah, people here are really nice. [ maya feels bad for worrying people as much as she did ]
I'd be happy to provide you cuddles too, by the way.
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[it's very sweet of her, though.]
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[ and more than that, of course. hopefully lucretia gets the sentiment ]
Did you... figure out what's happening to you?
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[she exhales a slow breath, there, shakes her head.]
I'm sorry I troubled all of you, but
I didn't remember who I was at the time. It comes and goes.
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[ she care lucretia!! ]
That's awful. Because of your field trip...?
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[she still feels troubled, though.]
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I started keeping a journal of everything I do. It helps me out, when I feel nervous about it. Maybe you could try something like that?
[ laughs in taz ]
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she feels fond at that, though, with a side of Concern. maya your MEMORY.]
I always have, but looking at my notes when I didn't remember wasn't much help. I suppose I never needed to take notes on myself, before.
Are you doing better, now?
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Well... I was thinking more like a diary... but you could do both, I guess.
[ she nods ]
I think so. Everything seems to line up.
[ that's a really weird to say that ]
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I don't know how it happened, but... the place I was at before this, somehow I lost all my memories, and I ended up having five years worth of fake memories instead. I did... remember my real past in the end, but.... when I showed up here, I was scared of it happening again, so I started keeping a journal.